| Every time i close my eyes, all I see is your loving face. |
[Jun. 12th, 2010|03:08 pm] |
You've been an amazing man in many ways.
Magnanimous, dignified, righteous, selfless, full of love and patience.
No fuss or fight, and never once in my life have i heard you complain about anything at all.
Even if you slog your hearts out with nothing in return, even if you don't get what you deserve.
Even if you're exhausted or you're in pain.
Not once, have you ever complained.
You've always given everything you ever had because simple is how you wanted life to be.
Materialism was one thing you've never chased for.
And you've always said if there ever was a squabble for money, you'd give yours up.
Because money isn't happiness, and money isn't worth the fight.
You've always been contented with what you had, and never asked or yearned for more.
For many years of my life, i've been asking you how do you live life happy and not wanting more.
Don't all humans want more in life, bigger better things?
But you've always said "No, be appreciative and contented with what you have. We're happy and comfortable so there's no need to pursue more in life"
Bear no grudges, and anger doesn't solve anything.
That is why you were such a well-respected man.
That is why you had friends, family and business associates flying in from everywhere to see you.
Words just aren't enough to express how respectable and good a man you were.
You've sincerely touched the lives of everyone around you, with a heart of gold
You had so much to give, and you'd go all the way out for anyone and everyone.
We may never be able to understand how or why it happened.
But for what it's worth, it was a life well-lived.
One day, i hope to be just like you.
Thanks for loving us unconditionally.
I love you more than anything else in the world.
Always have, Always will. |
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| Make this moment last forever. |
[Feb. 9th, 2010|12:34 am] |
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Moments like this I'll cherish forever.
Not everyday you meet such amazing people that bring you an abundance of joy and laughter.
I'll never forget the good old rebellious days, through everything we've been through.
Look how time flies, how we're all moving through different phases of our lives now.
Take care, wherever you are friends ♥
Till we all meet again. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2009|03:28 pm] |
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( Forever Young, I wanna be Forever Young. )
Back to reality now, 3 more weeks of media schedules, monday meetings and the whole psychological effect.
Can't believe I've been here for two months already.
Extremely glad to be given this opportunity to learn and to expose myself, but at the same time I don't think I'd ever forget how tough this whole journey was.
Thanks everyone who has been there for me. ♥ |
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| where's the courage when you need it the most. |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|12:42 am] |
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“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” |
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| irreplaceable♥♥♥ |
[Sep. 5th, 2009|11:55 pm] |
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hi world, contrary to my previous post (and im glad it is),
i had one of the best weeks ever in the longest time.
with meet ups finally, and having to sweat my guts out yesterday.
so i was being all excited bout frisbee all week, but first half an hour into the game and i was running my guts out with my lungs torn apart wondering WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?!
Haven't exercised proper in a loooooooonggggg time. (let's not count all the short sissy runs and swims)
i mean like no volleyball for 2 years, and suddenly having to run like a dog back and forth back and forth, marking people up and down the field. NO JOKE OKAY.
so afraid i'd faint or die halfway. what a way to create a first impression right.
lets see....a soccer field is like 5 times the size of a volleyball court.
a volleyball game lasts for like 20minutes and an ultimate frisbee lasts for 140MIUNTES.
hmm...........let's weigh the odds now.........................
so much for being all sporty and thinking of trying a new sport.
woke up with an effing sore back (i could hardly get up this morning) and i have bruises all over my hand.
ultimate frisbee ftwwwwww!
but then again it felt really good to be up and running sweating like a cow again.
and nice friendly people there, so yes it made the whole experience much better.
but it really did make me miss volleyball like crap,
really feeling the itch to be rolling around and jumping again.
spent the whole of last night contemplating if i should be brave and just sign up for volleyball alone.
though i'm having secret dreams of trying tennis, windsurfing, wakeboarding, diving, floorball, netball.
hur hur hur big dreams i have!
anyways, impromptu decision to meet the class guys for supper at chomps yesterday and gosh i really miss them so much.
listening to their army talks, taunting keithybeefy, laughing at all their silly antics, eating and being treated like like one of them (brothers) and going home fat, oily and happy at 330am.
SA oh SA, how i miss you so. the volleyball team, the classmates.
i'd do anything to go back to those days really.
( here's to the one i love the most, always have been and always will be..... )
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| because we ought to be so much more than we can be... |
[Aug. 29th, 2009|12:02 am] |
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hi world,
i figured i think too much for my own good.
all these thinking and pondering boils down to nothing at the end of the day.
i need to study study study study study :(
feeling very disoriented and distracted this semester, no idea why.
haven't been going out much too, felt so weird to be in town today.
so no idea what i've been doing. staring into space thinking thinking thinking.
or wasting time in front of the dear television.
identity crisis it is.
fair, un-sporty, haven't been going to town, haven't been doing much meet ups (sorry) and NOT STUDYING.
what the hell am i doing really. wake up ah khoo.
stop screwing up your life and get back on track!
okay remind me to study study study. i want DWD!
but its okay, i feel a few steps closer towards my 2010 goals already.
ultimate frisbee, taiwan and more marathons here i come...........(i hope)
i miss you tansimin, bestfriend, f&f and fantastic4!
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| ♥cause we all love the B week! ♥ |
[May. 24th, 2009|01:00 am] |
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it has been such an amazing zing zing zing week with an exclaimation mark at the end,
i've never felt better and i think im so happy i've contained enough excitement and joy to do cartwheels and fly in the air in spite of the exhaustion and depleting funds.
for every candle i blew out, it was the same wish over and over again
" for things to always remain this way (: "
because it honestly couldn't have been any better,
and im absolutely contented with everything in my life right here, right now.
(at least before the results are out/ before school starts heh heh)
( when the words are simply not enough....♥ )
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